Just some random thoughts I have with everything going on, feel free to pass over them as they're not directly related to the events, but want to write it out somewhere.
I am conservative on most issues, but am liberal on some. For example, I am very liberal with immigration. I've always been anti-Trump, but tolerated him for the most part because I didn't have a problem with some of his policies that were pushing through-- the way I looked at it at least, some good was getting done with the bad, despite how embarrassing he was. I didn't vote for him either election, but I did vote congressionally for losing Republicans the last three. I don't know if I can continue to do that though until the party really takes a deep look in the mirror. The fact that I can count the amount of Republicans who make sense on one hand is scary, and it seems as the left continues to get elected well educated socialists, the right's response is to elect idiot conspiracy theorists. It's not even the events at the capitol that have pushed me away. It's the continual lying over voter fraud by the president, literally pushing conspiracy theories, while the majority of republican elected officials supported them to gain points with Trump supporters rather than speak what they know is true. The events at the capitol are just the straw that broke the camel's back. I don't think I can ever vote Republican again as long as Trumpism is embraced. I would gladly welcome a center third party, but don't see how that works here.