Man, I am so sorry to hear that J-killz! You and your wife have your head and your hearts in the right place and I as hard as this is for y'all right now, God will use you two as an example of how to put Him first, though good or bad, and He WILL bring you through it better. I don't understand it, but when I lost my family, an old man told me that God must first put gold through fire to make it better, and as weird as that sounded, it helped me and gave me comfort. I am SO SORRY that you are going through this, and I will bathe you and your wife in prayer. Y'all will be on my prayer list at Church tonite, and we are all here for you.