Brick, my man: You've got some good **** "****" in your head. Breathe. Add a comma or period now and again. Were my sixty-year-old *** sitting across from – you after sucking on a tab of window pane (do some Google searches) – I'd have no problems. But I'm no longer young, don't do that stuff any more and would like to follow (and encourage) you with your thinking and attitude.